addicted to self induced pain?

Yesss! I'm coming back with a BANG. okay not a bang *L* but at least a hollerrrr..  I have experienced a few things these last few weeks. I have been dealing with certain people who i have really tried hard to help. Actually, lost money helping, lost time helping, lost alot of energy and at the end of these three weeks I'm looking around and I cannot see anything productive that has come out of it. It's almost like i spent my whole time speaking to myself.  I have been made fun of and called "Intelligent" with a smurk face more than once. Telling me, "Oh so your so intelligent.... why do you even care"  but... It's trying to get someone to understand that LIFE IS NOT ALWAYS FAIR but ITS ALWAYS going to have a PURPOSE regardless.

There's a time when you just have to let go trying to help someone who does not want to help themselves you cannot send yourself in a hole, even into depression for making someone else's life better. There is always going to be that someone who says "I'm never drinking again, because they feel sick then soon as they are better they got the bottle in their hand" There's always going to be the person who runs back into the abuser's arms after the fight is over. There will always be the people who are attracted to sadness, hardship. Now, from what i am feeing here always is that there are victims then there are those who LOVE TO BE playing the victim role., They can be the center of attention. get all the attention and then they go right back to the situation and all over again.

There is no way that we can help these people UNTIL they are completely, aware that they are addicted to self inflicted pain. Once they begin to understand what is really going on, they can begin accepting the help that you have to offer. until then it's going to be a battle with someone who does not listen

The Rain & The emotional Benefits

When we wake up, to seeing rain, We have a tendency to say awwww shyt, another boring rainy day. The rain is the earth cleansing itself, giving humidity to the ground in order to bring life to earth. What we need to do on rainy days is take some time to reflect on things. Cry, Write down your sorrows and problems. Then let the rain wash it away. When the sun shines again, forget about the negativity and the the attraction for the sun in your own life.

Forget about your can'ts and won'ts and focus on the I CAN and I WILL. The sun shinning again after a rainy day gives people energy an drive to go outside and do things again. So after you've flushed your heartaches with the rainy day. Your soul is ready for some positive.
So Let go of the rain and let the sunshine within you. so next time you wake up to a rainy day, don't curse. dont be dissapointed. Instead use this as your Emotional cleaning day......When the sun shines again everything will be fresh and right.......

You dont have to believe me, though...................... Try it

A new begining for us

So now that i've spent some time discussing what i WILL not deal with. I can now begin on the positive things. I can focus on those who want to be helped. focus on bringing the positive and the love back into yourself. I know it was a negative blog to begin with. (It was brought to my attention) BUT. I  had to set things straight before.

To save me some time, but most of all to save you some time. if you wanted to hear lovely fairtytales. You were wasting your time with me. :) I am going to try to post more often in order to touch on more subjects.  I hope everyone is having a wonderful day and i hope everyone is looking forward to some positive things coming from me. :)  It's going to be still real and to the point. I just won't be focusing on the clients who DONT want to help themselves. I will be writing for those of you who can use the help and the energy coming from me... I look forward to hearing from you :)

*Love Life*